it's been almost a month since my last post. a lot of stuff has been going on with my day to day which made me too preoccupied to write here. as much as possible i don't want to air out overly personal stuff, bec even though i like to talk about anything publicly, i still want to keep my privacy intact. and who wants to read about frustrations and down moments??
questions to myself that i have yet to answer:
- where do you get motivation if the person who should be motivating you can be a pain in the ass?
- how come i feel worried in a place that is supposed to be the safest place i ought to be?
- how much is too much? when can i say that i have done everything that i could?
- despite everyone around me, why do i sometimes feel that i'm on my own?
- do i always have to prove something to make me worthy of what i am now?
- how do you turn down a friend and not lose the friendship in the process? how do i choose my words?
- when will the tension & stress all go away? is it bec of her? him? or everyone else?
i know i sounded really cheesy, but those are the questions that keeps me occupied right now. i don't even have the time to think about my slowly inflating body, can you believe that? anyway, i don't really wanna delve into it that much. just had to let it out. walang magrereklamo blog ko to! lol
on a lighter note, i have found several interesting stuff on the net today:
1. WeFi is an interesting site on knowing people who are wirelessly connected near you.
2. there's this chatroom called Camfrog, wherein people chat and talk while viewing each other through webcam. i found it interesting at first, then weird bec people are discussing certain topics everytime. according to my friend it's a source of online sex as well. i just removed it off my computer (it was installed by my seller).
3. my netbook MSI Wind U100 has several raving reviews and has been tagged as one of the best netbooks in town. after using it for a couple days, i can't disagree with them. we have three netbooks here at home (a Neo 1193 and an Archos 10) and i'm so happy that i snagged a great deal on this laptop (320GB HDD and 1.5GB RAM for 16k?). i love love love this small lappy. almost perfect!!!
i'm really a cyberspace addict and it's my one effective way of dealing with stress and boredom. and with everything that's happening to me now, i'd be dead without my computer. lol.
TTYL,
post note: i just moved to my new room today and i'm loving my privacy and own space! more on it on my next post! till then. :)
questions to myself that i have yet to answer:
- where do you get motivation if the person who should be motivating you can be a pain in the ass?
- how come i feel worried in a place that is supposed to be the safest place i ought to be?
- how much is too much? when can i say that i have done everything that i could?
- despite everyone around me, why do i sometimes feel that i'm on my own?
- do i always have to prove something to make me worthy of what i am now?
- how do you turn down a friend and not lose the friendship in the process? how do i choose my words?
- when will the tension & stress all go away? is it bec of her? him? or everyone else?
i know i sounded really cheesy, but those are the questions that keeps me occupied right now. i don't even have the time to think about my slowly inflating body, can you believe that? anyway, i don't really wanna delve into it that much. just had to let it out. walang magrereklamo blog ko to! lol
on a lighter note, i have found several interesting stuff on the net today:
1. WeFi is an interesting site on knowing people who are wirelessly connected near you.
2. there's this chatroom called Camfrog, wherein people chat and talk while viewing each other through webcam. i found it interesting at first, then weird bec people are discussing certain topics everytime. according to my friend it's a source of online sex as well. i just removed it off my computer (it was installed by my seller).
3. my netbook MSI Wind U100 has several raving reviews and has been tagged as one of the best netbooks in town. after using it for a couple days, i can't disagree with them. we have three netbooks here at home (a Neo 1193 and an Archos 10) and i'm so happy that i snagged a great deal on this laptop (320GB HDD and 1.5GB RAM for 16k?). i love love love this small lappy. almost perfect!!!
i'm really a cyberspace addict and it's my one effective way of dealing with stress and boredom. and with everything that's happening to me now, i'd be dead without my computer. lol.
TTYL,
post note: i just moved to my new room today and i'm loving my privacy and own space! more on it on my next post! till then. :)
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